Faculty of Art
Experimental Animation
Meet the Artist
Pauline
Aksay
Experimental Animation
“Making people feel is the goal of my work. About my film:In The Back of Your Head is a 2D, hand-drawn digital animation about a woman working up the courage to speak at her deceased friend's vigil. Vivid memories haunt the woman as she continuously steps into scenarios that had foreshadowed her friend's death.This film recounts the day I found out about my friend's tragic passing. My friend was a talented filmmaker who had struggled with her mental health. The film reinterprets my actual memories as signs that something was very wrong with my friend's thoughts. I didn't realize she was suffering, and I know now that I should have paid closer attention to those initial concerns. I use broad, painterly brushstrokes to portray the hazy and subjective nature of memories. In contrast, a muted, solid-coloured palette grounds the woman in the present. Countless hours were spent pouring over high school photos in order to remain as honest as possible. Staying faithful to my lived experience took precedence over everything else. In The Back of Your Head offers a discussion on mental health, loss, grief, and healing. My hope is that In The Back of Your Head can emphasize the importance of reaching out to loved ones who are struggling. Let's not wait until it's too late.”

Pauline Aksay is an interdisciplinary artist and storyteller in Toronto, Canada. She is a published illustrator and has experience in digital animation, writing poetry, and in creating children's picture books. Aksay has previously received two CUE Artist's Grants to write, illustrate and self-publish two children's stories. Her writing and artwork have also been featured in various magazines, most notably in Gypsophila Magazine (2022), Empyrean Literary Magazine (2022, 2024), Muze Magazine (2026), and in OCAD U's Journal of Visual and Critical Studies (2026). Aksay's work explores mental health, perception, imagination, and the limits of memory, offering an evocative glimpse into the human experience from the eyes of an outsider. Fundamentally, her goal is to encourage compassion, promote understanding, and create connection between the people who engage with her work.
Storytelling Storyboarding 2D Animation Character Animation Illustration Concept Art Visual Development Content Creation Creative Writing Adobe AfterEffects Adobe Photoshop Adobe Illustrator Adobe InDesign ToonBoom Harmony
2026, Pentimento
Ada Slaight Gallery, 100 McCaul Street, Toronto, Ontario
2019, Text • ure: Woven Words, a Nest exhibition by Writing Across the Curriculum
113 McCaul Street, Toronto, Ontario
2019, Archiving Deconstructed Identities
Ada Slaight Gallery, 100 McCaul Street, Toronto, Ontario
2017, A Show
Artscape Youngplace, 180 Shaw Street, Toronto, Ontario
2023, Peer Wellness Excellence Award
OCAD University
2018, CUE Artist Grant
ArtReach (formerly CUE)
2017, Equity Seed Grant
OCAD University; OCADSU
2017, CUE Artist Grant
ArtReach (formerly CUE)
